The Moment

I had an instant realization over the significance of life and death a few days ago.

“If you know how to die, then you know how to live. ” Tuesdays with Morris.

I felt that I got an injection again. The prick makes you realize that you’re alive and the drug that floods into your veins gives you that terrible feeling of bitterness all over your body. A sudden realization that I could actually throw away all that I worked hard for all my life and still be alright if I cling on to Jesus.

Besides, life here on earth is only temporary.

I stop and think about the people around me. Suddenly, the love over the people around me just feels so real. That I appreciate my family, the church, my college, my lecturers, my teachers so much. Isn’t that silent prompting words that I hear from time to time now yells at the top of its lungs, ” Give back what God has given to you. Bless others as God has bless you.”

We are so selfish. In nature. In thought. In action. In deeds.
As a student seeking to stand out, craving for attention, wanting to be heard, wanting to be known.
Painted and clouded on our eyes is how much we strive to improve but not share the happiness of seeing someone else grow with you.

I still standby my belief that I’m not here to just draw or paint. Our dreams seems so little to what God has plan for us.