Haiz… the hours I go through just to complete figures:
I don’t really like this one. It’s way too graphic. But i guess it’s okay.
I like this one. Can’t tell how many hours I spend on it. I was halfway so bored of getting the details down. Have a lot of 5 minutes lie-down-on-your-bed-n- try-not-to-sleep time during the process. Like the results however. But I find the dark strokes a bit too broad. Should have sticked to 2B.
A good night’s rest yesterday just does wonders to the soul! I feel better and happier already. But still, staring at my sisters just comfortably doing their own thing makes you so envious. I’m serious. I don’t have any free time. At all. To do my own thing. Fed up? Yes. Spirit to go on? A little bit. One day feels like one day to me. There’s absolutely no time to just stop and relax.
I got nostalgic feelings again when my sis mention school life. I miss the high school lifestyle…sigh…where everyday I can skip classes so easily….where homework can be done the last minute….yea, I miss those days. But I don’t miss the studying part though. Whatever I scored for SPM never made me feel any smarter, or wiser. I actually miss doing add maths. I miss lazing on my bed with a book with me, whether or not I’m studying. I CAN’T do assignment on my bed.
Oh man… I feel sleepy already…can’t sleep!!! So much work!!
Since Saturday I have been doing assignments non-stop. My irregular sleeping hours has finally paid it’s price. 2 days before I caught a cold and slight fever. There was one moment that I had a heavy migrane that so sudden came jamming into my head. I couldn’t even think. I’m just so tired. Worst still, I had wind in my stomach for the past 2 days but today was really, really bad. Like something mutated inside my tummy. I could feel the gas bubbling inside and my chest hurts. It’s like period cramp on the second day. Thats when you’ll start thanking and appreciating your mom for being there for you, no matter how busy they are. I’m trying so much not to hate the college for putting me through so much crap, but halfway thanking God that I get to skip class and fall asleep in my cosy bed, for at least 5 hours. So glad that tomorrow’s a Friday, although i know my weekend is already taken. But it’s okay, I’m counting the weeks down till the holidays.
Moodiness has been sucked into me. I have to get rid of it. NOW.
Never really complain that much on the assignment. But complain so much when there’s too much assignment. Why do I feel like burning down TOA all the sudden?
Smile and be grateful, smile and be grateful, smile and be grateful…………….tralalala….don’t let these things get to my brain….smile and be grateful, smile and be grateful…………don’t let these things get to my brain…..4 more weeks……..no…less than that……tralalala……….3 more weeks………
Wow! Suddenly all final projects just got smacked right in front of our faces. It’s like you though everything was alright then suddenly assignments and projects shoots at you all in one shot. Better get gear up and prepare for sleepless nights.
I’m offically opening a deviantart account. The link is at the side bar. Feel free to check it out but it’s not really updated yet. Too much assignments to do..sign…
More figures:
Yayaya…i know i know…News has been just jamming into my brain like nobody’s business…Anwar’s historical debate with shabri, then he gets arrest, police jams up the whole road, anwar treated like crap for a night in the cell, then release the next day. In another part of the country, Raja petra got into BN’s nerves again, got arrested too while Najib and Abdullah sits on side so that reporters would be more focus on them instead of pressuring Abdullah to step down. And yea, they added more monkeys into the Parliament. The dewan feels like an upside-down classroom, where MPs just don’t care how they portray themselves in front of the camera. Well – a- ber -DUH!! This is Malaysia. It’s like a circus, anything can happen.
I’m just tired of listening to all these crap. At these times when Malaysia’s future is at stake the only thing you could do is just pray. I am solely anonymous to say who I want as the next PM, cause I would rather reject all those “tops” there going to war for power. War of words screams from one politician to another, clogging up the face of the newspaper-everyday. HOW IMMENSELY BORING!! Can I just trash Malaysian politics for a while? We have no REAL proper Malaysian leader at the “tops” to look up to, or respect. At least in America people like Barack Obama and Hillary are well educated and respected by their fellow Americans. You may critic how Americans behave and everything but don’t forget that their democratic system is one of the least corrupted, having 2 strong parties that cares about the people. In Malaysia, who do you expect me to look up to? I know! My toy monkey!
Anyways, I think I want to let go of Malaysian politics for a while. I’ve been having a really good week, although all the sudden final projects came smashing in front of my face. I’m becoming more positive in what I do – and I do enjoy doing what I do best. Sometimes my dad says my body is in the house, but my soul is in my assignments. True enough. I’ve been wondering whether is there any real competition or kiasuness in the class. Never really thought it that way. I just do what I have to do and do it well because I want to.
I like this one a lot…I think it’s about time I open a deviantart account.
We had a great time hiking at Ulu Langat. Give thanks to Pinky for organizing it for us! I don’t understand why people are so afraid of such a tiny bit of leech. It was so small compared to the one at my trip in Tapah. Haha…Kelvin was like screaming at me all because I had a tiny leech on my hair. I salute to Sofia, cause she’s not afraid of touching anything there – like centipedes and leech.
Nicholas, Joseph and Shan
Thats Jonathan, our cameraman
Picture of Hot Pinky.
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